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What To Leave Behind

by Silver Reeds

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1.
Phantom Limb 03:06
I was a casual stranger Flipping coins in the wind I did what I could to be silent As the winter chill moved in My shoulder's not there to be cried on It's there to be holding my arm Even with all the lights flashing I cannot hear the alarm With a phantom limb Silently combing my hair with a phantom limb Only pretending to care With a phantom limb It left me Now I'm trying to Bring it back now Bring it back – anyone Someone Disconnect - from the heavens Where in the world could I run Hastily drawing the angles From which all the blessings would come Fallen behind, out of phase now Now I've forgotten my name Silence distorts, disengages And chaos is sounding the same With a phantom limb It left me Now I'm crying Bring it back now Bring it back Soul is hiding Now I'm trying Bring it back now Bring it back
2.
Seeing Stars 03:14
I miss you like a target Moving by too fast I am in the present And you are shooting past me Like a star into the tapestry of night To join the other points of light To be a beacon among beacons for the rest of us to see But I am lonely seeing stars I still do my best to try and see Any messages in blinking lights to me Messages that might be meant for me Well, I was never ready to go Now I'm putting on my boots and I'm putting on my coat And now I go out in the snow With the music in the background telling me that I've found Nothing I can hold to, nothing I can hold to, no And I'm walking from the train wreck, walking away, here I go I think that I am lonely But it's getting hard to tell Now you're in the present And I am speeding past you On a bicycle that I learned how to ride From the instructions in my mind That made it beautiful to feel more I can't afford to hate But I'm still lonely seeing stars Nothing I can find will help me see Any messages that might be meant for me Splintered into shards that I can't read (That I can't read) Well, I was never ready to go Now I'm putting on my boots and I'm putting on my coat And now I go out in the snow With the music in the background telling me that I've found Nothing I can hold to, nothing I can hold to, no And I'm walking from the train wreck, walking away, here I go Well I was never ready to go (Now I'm putting on my boots and I'm putting on my coat) I was never ready to go (Now I'm putting on my boots and I'm putting on my coat) I was never ready to go (Now I'm putting on my boots and I'm putting on my coat) I was never ready to go
3.
All the worms in the ground Dance together to the sound Of your heart, still it beats As we wrap you in your sheets There's a crack in the wall Summer crumbles to the fall Little roots pull apart All the fractures in your heart Little workers in the flowerbed As you keep the seasons fed As you keep the seasons fed As you keep the seasons fed There's light on pale bone Moon shining all alone The veil in the air was light as a feather And carved out of pale bone And cold as a river stone There's a man on the hill He is standing very still Blackened eyes, far away He's been standing there all day And that man took you away Through the silent sideways light Golden path towards the night Follow footsteps shining bright Eyes are melting from your head Bony hands in the watershed Flower crowns and things you said Fill your lonely unmade bed I will miss you when I run In the hum of the autumn sun I'll remember who you are When I'm flying in my car 'Cause I've sealed up the rust And I'll leave behind the dust I'll be living life for us I am living life for us Like the rain that tumbles downward, we all cease to fly Let us fight to let the light in, soon we all must die Too soon we all must die
4.
Today was the day the river did take you You gave it your body, let it boil and break you There was no more fire in your belly Nothing was left but to go But I couldn't leave the sick room Paper falling off the walls into the The slow decay of the cold night Burning away with a hollow flame I let you in to my house I was not built strong enough to lock someone out I did right - I told you you could stay on the couch But you made your bed deep in my bones and now I can't kick you out And did you live the life you wanted to Using everyone around you Had me frozen like a prey animal And I'm still running like a prey animal Trying to outrun a burned out candle Gathering dust into another day And there is nothing left to say now Unless it tumbles down another way Spinning fire across a dead sky So I'll follow the flame 'Til it burns up the shame I'll follow the flame 'Til it burns up the shame I'll follow the flame 'Til it burns up the shame
5.
It's been years since I've been home I've been taking my time Sorting out what is best to keep And what to leave behind And I don't wanna talk about it I gotta figure it out cause I'm Sinking from the pressure of the soot on my brain So I set out on the road On the loneliest drive of my Life and I can't see what's ahead but At least I'm alive I'm alive And I don't wanna talk about it Tried to live without it But I've got to follow patterns of the past on my brain So I lay in my childhood bed As the sunset paints it red Where I used to lay my head And dream about the dead I hear the whispers through the leaves Of the family tree All that joy and agony Handed down to me And I lie there looking up At the leaves moving above Sun illuminates the veins As if only blood remains
6.
I wanted to be what you wanted to find I wanted to be part of your real life I am imperfect and I want to live So I gave you the knife I gave you the knife I gave you the knife I gave you the knife I would not blind you to make myself see 'Cause I cannot find you if you can't find me Now you have chased me up into a tree Now you have chased me up into a tree Now you have chased me up into a tree 'Cause I gave you the knife I gave you the knife I gave you the knife I gave you the knife And I took your word, like a truth you told And I opened my door to let you in from the cold And as I took your coat, and I took my time I took it to mean that you would realize, that I tried to give you what I thought was best 'Cause I thought that you were not like all the rest Now there's a sinking inside of my chest Now there's a sinking inside of my chest Now there's a sinking inside of my chest Now there's a sinking inside of my chest Now there's a sinking inside of my chest 'Cause I gave you the knife I gave you the knife I gave you the knife I gave you the knife I gave you the knife I gave you the knife I gave you the knife I gave you the knife
7.
Silver light comes through the trees at night Ripples turn to liquid glass in moonlight This is where the good go when they die Good and evil, and the sky is neither bright or dark now, what am I? Up above the canopy's a room The ceiling of it's open to the moon You're headed there without me very soon The sky is fading black to blue The day is dawning, tell me, where are you Now I'm getting out of dreamland Two feet on the ground I'm getting out of dreamland Do you still want me around? Do you still want me around? Do you still want me around? Do you still want me to hide out in this broken head And use your mouth to speak instead Dance until my feet are broken And my mind is cracking open I cannot stay For reasons I can't share today I'd rather be rooted in the ground And feel the sound of thunder And all the reasons are rolling into one One single silent episode to run I've never been more certain that I'm done Gonna take the pictures out the frames Close the books and put them all away Now I'm getting out of dreamland Two feet on the ground I'm getting out of dreamland Do you still want me around?
8.
I used to love your world You played a dangerous game You pulled me right into it But I loved you just the same I loved you just the same I loved you just the same I used to trace your outline Connecting dots at night I'd hold my place beside you Until the morning light You know how hard I tried You know how hard I try I used to need you badly I used to call your name If only I could blame you But you are not to blame Oh, you are not to blame Oh, you are not to blame Oh, you are not to blame Oh, you are not to blame
9.
Tarot 03:04
I got over you with tarot And I got over you with palmistry Before I learned to let go Before I got over the fantasy I was thinking 'bout your laugh lines And I was thinking 'bout our life lines too Thought that you were a magician Felt like I was a magician with you How long does it really take I got over you with whiskey And I got over you with LSD And I got over you with judgment And I got over you with heresy I was feeling like a hanged man Someone hanging me by my feet Could have been a high priestess But there was nothing in the cards for me How long does it really take How long does it really take to really change your mind Well I got over the drinking And I got over you with therapy And I got over you with temperance And I got over you with clarity I got over you with good books And I got over you with cups of tea And I got over you with laugh lines And I got over you belligerently How long does it really take How long does it really take How long does it really take To change your mind Change your mind Change your mind To change your mind
10.
Hold me close, my love And I pray that you will dance with me I'm opening my world With its mountains, dreams and gravity You're looking at my hands Tracing all the lines that molded me I am pleased to find Myself quietly in your company We're already all that we need to be We're already all that we need to be Hold me close, my love And I pray that you know I can see you Shining like a pearl At the bottom of a wild sea I'm giving you my world With its forest fires and tragedy Look at all we've learned It pales to all we've yet to see, we've yet to see Do you believe in ancient memory Do you believe in ancient memory Do you believe in ancient memory Do you believe in ancient memory

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released July 14, 2023

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Silver Reeds Toronto, Ontario

Silver Reeds is the current iteration of singer-songwriter Sandra Zelazny's lifelong passion for crafting songs. Emotive, melodically concise, and poetic, the songs easily capture the attention and the heart of the listener, with a refreshingly honest edge of rawness, wit and strangeness. ... more

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